How I found out that I have a satin fetish

[B1982]

My earliest memories from satin are from the time when I was a little boy. I was fascinated by the sheen of satin, and when I had an opportunity to feel satin, I touched it and it felt so smooth. I used to go to my mother's or one of my sisters' wardrobe and feel the smoothness of satin clothes. My mother and my sisters didn't often wear satin clothes, though.

When I saw women dancing in satin ball gowns for the first time, I thought that they looked beautiful in those gowns. I liked the sheen of the skirts of the gowns. I wished I had been there dancing with one of those women. Even now I wish I had a chance to dance with a beautiful woman who is dressed up in a beautiful satin ball gown sometime. At one wedding a couple of years ago I danced with a bridesmaid who was dressed up in a satin bridesmaid dress. She was very beautiful. I could feel the warmth of her body through her satin gown when I danced with her. It was an exciting moment. I'm still longing for that feeling.

In my childhood and adolescence, when there was a female news anchor wearing a satin blouse or a satin suit on TV, I watched the newscast for the sole purpose of watching how satin shimmered on her.

In my teenage many girls and female teachers in my school wore waistcoats with satin backs. I always wanted to look at those girls from behind to see how the backs of their waistcoats shimmered. When a teacher who wore such a waistcoat was teaching my class and was writing something on the blackboard, I concentrated more on the shimmering of the back of her waistcoat than on the things that she was writing on the blackboard.

My mother had a satin-backed waistcoat, too. I have seen her wear it only once, and it was the first time I saw that she had one. When I was alone, I went to her wardrobe and took out her waistcoat, only to feel the smoothness of satin and to look at the sheen of satin. I bought myself a menswear leather waistcoat with a satin back, because I wanted to wear some satin myself.

In my class there was a very cute girl who sometimes wore a white satin blouse. There is nothing sexier than white satin. Unfortunately, she wasn't my girlfriend. I wish I had been allowed to hug her when she was wearing her blouse. In my school, there were some other girls who also wore satin blouses, in different colours. None of them was my girlfiend.

Not until I was 21 years old did I find out what the name of my fixation on satin was. It was satin fetish.

I've never got any girlfriend and I still don't. I wish I had one who would wear different kinds of satin clothes in different colours. My greatest wish is that I'll get married and my bride is wearing a white beautiful satin wedding dress. White satin wedding dresses are the most beautiful pieces of clothing that exist.

To sum up, I was fascinated by satin already in my childhood and adolescence. I still have a satin fetish and I'll probably always have it. I've always liked the sheen and smoothness of satin. I get turned on by women who wear satin.

[mysatin]

I'd never really thought about the satin that is usually on the back of a waistcoat - I'll see what Ninie thnks and maybe we can get a waist coat with some satin on it.

It took me a while to realise what my obsession with satin was called too - I was probably a similar age before I had a "proper" name for it.

I am very lucky that Ninie and I both share a passion for satin, but that is not the primary reason we are together...!

I am sure that many people hide the fact that they like the feel/touch/look of satin and don't wear it day to day because it is not socially acceptable (both guys and girls). Setting your sights for a girl who publically displays her love for satin may be limiting the field somewhat...?