I'm a man who end 30 years old. And I had a satin addiction. For begining my story I would like to say something. If you searching for Warmup stories, it is not for YOU.
But if you just bought yours new satin dress or other satin clothes, and use it like a cumrag and feel sad or you have strange feeling "it's something wrong"
But you dont know what. This is for You.
I started humping shine stuff from my childhood. I dont had have The Internet, tv had only 5 channels and no porno magazine. So there is no logical begining for this addiction.
When i grow up I note that when i finish hamping, satin is going wet. Im starting interesting what happend. I thought that everone is doing it. But no not everyone have this problems.
In school I heard something about masturbation. And it is normal. So ok, several years later i bought my first new nighty. It was gold. I fuck it so often that the satin became rigid and sticky.
No more shiny. So I thow it to trash and bought another one. Everytime when i have a orgasm a had a bad feel that i had a bad things. I was a catolic and I heard about masturbating is a sin.
So i try to stop it. Stop masturbating. I endured that about one month. In that time I just thought about pull out my cock and cummed satin that I saw on a passing woman. Nothing only humping and cuming. It was sick.
So I gave up, go to supermarket and bought another new nighty. Rip cum trash. I dont have any girl, I don't know how to start tallk with them to be in relationship. I was that guy, friend how can listen you sad story.
When I suffered failures in relationships with girls or in school, I turned towards satin. I fuck hammp it harder and harder. I just want to feel something. When I fuck satin more often orgasms was getting weaker,
and often i feel only cum squirting on satin. I think I need to have sex. I found One girl how want it too. Go to the car and go to her. I know her one day. She have black nighty not so satin, I say to wear satin complet
take condom and start fucking like animal. I finish wery quickly. It was worst feeling ever. Now whent I trying back to that time I want to vomit. Few years later I found my first reall love and friend in One girl. She cured me from
last failer sex. She like my satin obsesion. And Show me what is sex+love. I can love with her longer than onehouer, pass her 3 or 4 orgasms. And finish on her dress or other satin stuff. I was egoist. I did not notice that she can think she is not beautiful coz everythime is satin satin and satin. And Yes she think that and my relationship gone apart. So i started to collecting satin stuff. Earlier i washed and ironing every satin clothes. When I have it so many i start use it like a rag when i finish with it I burn it or rip it and thorw to trash. I remember i found an offer on the Internet. Woman want to sell her not yoused beautifull weding dress. She said that the wedding did not happen. And i was sad for that but She said "Maybe you will use it" I know she want to say in my wedding day. But I have other plans for that dress. I came home, I took off my clothes. I was sweaty and smelly hard day. I ironed it and put it on bed. I jumped on her and hug so hard. Start to lick than spit and whipe my sweaty ass. When I feel my cock was ready i start HARD FUCKING. So hard that i ripped her only useing fuck movment. When i finish and load all my cum on her. I feel real sad. It was not worth it. I have burns on my penis like every time I did it hard. Thats burns, heal so long i to deside to fight it one more time. I start waching YT about what can cause this Psycho-stuff. Found some girl who tells me that she can see ghost. Yeap for me too it was looked like fable or tale. She tells me about Sexual deamons. I dont belive her on begining. So i decide to seach more more and more.
I remember when i was young I confess in church, that priest asked me what is my relationship with my father. I... He caught me. My father did not raise me, he work and leave all his fathers work to my mother. That priest offer me to meet and try to fight with this, but he didnt ring to tell me when i can meet to start with it. So I offend and try to forget it.
When I took a sincere desire to fight with my satin_cum problem. I met a nice girl. How help me in this search.
From searching the Internet I learned a lot of magic about evil stuff around us. About Demons and others.
I started thinking about how to fight with this problem. When I was googling stuff about demons deception. I realise that My religon is wrong. In Catolic religon I dont feel that Jesus Christ is on this planet. I heard about Jesus Christ without any religon. It's simle. Believe and baptize. Yeap baptize one more, but now with Your full awareness. So I started thinking and deepen that subject. I came to the conclusion My real father failed me, so I need another better FATHER. And When I started thinking real about it. Demons started do everything to hold me in old satinfucker position. Belive me In that time I realize that the evil spirits are so real like others human. The do everything what they want but so quiet and secret that You are thinking it is normal. When I found person how can baptize me in water and in HOLY SPIRIT I started counting down. Two weeks before BaptizeDay, Im started feeling that something want me to go to the porn side and wach satin porn. So hmm I was Weak. Satin cuming humping. When it was only one week befor BeDay. I started to feel bad, I have problems with defecation. When I was trying to do something on the toilet, I saw blood on paper. Day befor BeDay I started to stress heavily, not knowing why I really wanted to baptize. When I emerged from the water after baptize, I feel really Strangely, strangely light. I stayed in the water and start prayin why words like this. Helo My Father, good to be back. In that moment on my face i feel smile and warm feelings on my back. I dressed up and go to the second part. Person how babtize me in water started babtize me in HolySpirit. When I go back with my GirlFriend to her home, the pain was started. I dont remember what was in evening od BeDay and what happend in Sunday 21.05.2017. I lay down and collapse with pain. My Girl do everything to help me and show me that she is REAL Friend. You know EVERYONE how Believe in Jesus Christ and baptize. Get some presents from Him. Some gets talking on the languege or healling even Expulsion of demons. You can get everything or something special for You. I wanted to get Talking in languages becouse it is direct way to contact with The FATHER IN HEAVEN. It prewents fear and demons and other bad stuff. But Jesus Christ KNOW me better than me, HE erased my satin sex-demon. It was bigger than I thought. In last weekend all my 2 weeks preparation for Baptize, all that demaon work just Disappeared like air from balloon. 2 weeks in 2 days. Now on Monday I go to my work in my SatinShirt and ... And feel just Comfortable and relaxing. I can sleep naked in satin bedclothes, Still I like satin but i dont need dont feel that i have to fuck cum or hump satin. When my cock has direct contact with satin he sleeps. But I need to be careful, every time when I sleep. In Dream demons do everything to get me down. And it is normal, they give up when realize that they are lost that War.
Now its about 10 months of relationship with my girl/woman
. We came to the conclusion that we would leave sex and other satinsexfun until the wedding. Now I learned how to treat HER with respect. In Monday evening when I was working in my satin shirt i heard a voice inside my How tells my "Tell your story in the nest of your problem to those who want to hear it " It was something like that I can not remember exactly. So i Do it.
I'm prospector, And I am Second.
If You have personal question please write mail to me letstryanotherway@gmail.com I Try to answer or help You.
GOD is GREAT, AMEN
PS
Sorry for my english